Sep 06, 2005 04:51
wHoO! I just took the best shower in 'vacation' (for serious lack of a better word) history!
Mom & Dad went earlier to find the Red Cross tents and came back loaded with toiletries! 10 crazy bags of shampoo, condish, soap, shower gel, shavin' cream, razors, toothpaste, lotion, o man! Everything! Haha.
So i managed to score some good-smelling shampoo & conditioner and a fat can of shaving cream - legs gotta be silky, smoothy smooth!
And it feels good to know that there are people who really do care and will try to help everyone else out. Sometimes that's hard to find now-a-days...
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I noticed i've been falling into something i've tried so hard to keep myself out of for a long time - i'm always in this mood where i hate the world on the inside, so i try not to let it show... but it comes out all me not talking to anyone or being short with everyone... I know this is hard for everyone, especially those who've lost their homes, or God forbid, their loved ones, so i don't even know what i have to complain about.
I guess all the heartache's just built up - i miss my friends above all, i miss school & my teachers, i miss working at the aquarium, and i miss the comfort of my hometown.
It's just hard starting over at rock-bottom (well, almost).
And i know i've said before that these are the times when you need to stick by your family, but what if just that drives me up the walls and down the steets? Now what? I can't get through this alone...
God Bless