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there comes a point in everyone's life when they evaluate themselves... and sometimes you say "hey, i'm really happy with the way i am right now." or you can say "jesus, i'm a fucking mess!"
i myself am saying i'm happy with who i am, but i'm still a mess haha.
for the most part i like everything about myself...
*my personality
*my style has gone back to being nice and comfortable (not spending $$$ every week to keep myself hott... cuz it's not worth the time and not worth the money because i'm pretty broke)
*i have the 3 greatest best friends a guy could ask for (andy, christian, moreen)
-and the rest of my friends are pretty fucking incredible too (don't
worry i'm going to see you all a lot very soon!)
*i get great grades in school, and as much as i hate how much time it takes up, it's sooo going to pay off!
*my band is great, the guys in it are awesome and we get better every week (expect a lot from us this year and more!)
*my family
*my cd collection (haha may sound weird, but it expands all the time with tons of different music genres)
the only things i am not so fond of about myself are...
*i'm poor
*i'm behind in my tattooing plans
*i'm unstable
*i don't think much before i say things and i hurt people
so in conclusion.... i may not be the happiest person in the world, i'm far from it... but i have a lot of things that keep me going and that is so friggin awesome! so some people may hate me, either for a reason or maybe for no reason... they can hate me all they want i guess, it's really no big deal because chances are they're not my friend so it doesn't matter. i am starting to just not care
lastly, i wish i was all country and shit and was in the rodeo
i myself am saying i'm happy with who i am, but i'm still a mess haha.
for the most part i like everything about myself...
*my personality
*my style has gone back to being nice and comfortable (not spending $$$ every week to keep myself hott... cuz it's not worth the time and not worth the money because i'm pretty broke)
*i have the 3 greatest best friends a guy could ask for (andy, christian, moreen)
-and the rest of my friends are pretty fucking incredible too (don't
worry i'm going to see you all a lot very soon!)
*i get great grades in school, and as much as i hate how much time it takes up, it's sooo going to pay off!
*my band is great, the guys in it are awesome and we get better every week (expect a lot from us this year and more!)
*my family
*my cd collection (haha may sound weird, but it expands all the time with tons of different music genres)
the only things i am not so fond of about myself are...
*i'm poor
*i'm behind in my tattooing plans
*i'm unstable
*i don't think much before i say things and i hurt people
so in conclusion.... i may not be the happiest person in the world, i'm far from it... but i have a lot of things that keep me going and that is so friggin awesome! so some people may hate me, either for a reason or maybe for no reason... they can hate me all they want i guess, it's really no big deal because chances are they're not my friend so it doesn't matter. i am starting to just not care
lastly, i wish i was all country and shit and was in the rodeo