I dont understand.
I dont even know what happened. I woke up and I had a message from Troy telling me he needed to talk to me. At first, I didnt want to write back. Usually when he has something to talk to me about its something great happening to him and hes just telling me to crush me. We havent actually had a converstation in a long time. I guess the last time we got along was in November. I decided to be a good friend and text him back. We talked about school and what both of us have been doing in the past year. It was normal at first. Then he said I just dont know what to do now. So I asked him whats the matter. He said it was really bad so I told him that he knows despite everything in our past I know him better than he knows himself and that Id always be here for him. He said he knew that and that was why he came to me to talk. He then said he hit Tracy last night when he was drunk. And destroyed his apartment. He woke up this morning in jail and walked home. When he got there, her family and his family was waiting on him. I told him that I always hoped he never hit another girl after me and that I was disappointed in him. And then I asked him if hes talked to her or if he knew what was going to happen. He hasnt written back yet. I hate this. Every time Im happy in life, he has to come into it, making things hard on me. I talked to Iggy just a second ago. I dont think he understood why Im so upset. Im not sure if I know why Im this upset. It just hurts me to know hes done this to someone else. After it happened to me, i thought of thousandsd of reasons why I deserved it. I was that naive to do that. Shes not. She was smart enough to call the cops on him. Hes now charged with domestic violence. Thats going to stick with him forever. If they split up over this, then he'll always be tied to her because of the baby. If they stay together, her family will always hate him now. I dont understand why I was brought into this. I guess maybe because I can relate to what he did to her. I guess thats why. But shes not as dumb as I am. She wont put up with it like I did.