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im sad and i want to cry and i cant sleep.
I am never satisfied
nothings ever good enough. i keep searching but i never find anything.
i owe so much money
im close to being fire.("youre slacking shawna, you dont work as fast as everyone else."-my boss)
i miss seattle.
i hate it here, a little bit.
i just...hate people.
im going on friday to SOMEWHERE. i dont give a fucking shit if im poor or if my mom says no. i cant just sit here and be lame as fuck and feel like shit.well, i know i cant really do much, but ill find something
we went to idaho to go camping. i had fun, for about an hour. then wanted to go home and sleep.
i sleep everyday until 3, then go to work, then sometimes go out..but theres never anything to do.
i want to sleep for a long time. BUT I CANT GET TO FUCKING SLEEP.
now im just hella pissed. and feel like shit. and UGH. kjdaslkjdasdkalsdlaksjd
i wish i didnt suck.
sorry for the rant. im tired. and feel shitty..and..emoX21983.
I am never satisfied
nothings ever good enough. i keep searching but i never find anything.
i owe so much money
im close to being fire.("youre slacking shawna, you dont work as fast as everyone else."-my boss)
i miss seattle.
i hate it here, a little bit.
i just...hate people.
im going on friday to SOMEWHERE. i dont give a fucking shit if im poor or if my mom says no. i cant just sit here and be lame as fuck and feel like shit.well, i know i cant really do much, but ill find something
we went to idaho to go camping. i had fun, for about an hour. then wanted to go home and sleep.
i sleep everyday until 3, then go to work, then sometimes go out..but theres never anything to do.
i want to sleep for a long time. BUT I CANT GET TO FUCKING SLEEP.
now im just hella pissed. and feel like shit. and UGH. kjdaslkjdasdkalsdlaksjd
i wish i didnt suck.
sorry for the rant. im tired. and feel shitty..and..emoX21983.