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I can't deal with this shit anymore.
ive never met anyone so ignorant, self-centered, inconsiderate, disrespectful...and so on and so on and so on...
in my entire life.
i need to find a new job,
which makes me so sad because..
1. i am 5 min away from it
2. MOST of the people i work with are amazing
3. i get paid good
4. i LOVE all my kids...
but it takes one horrible woman(if i can even consider her that) to ruin it all for me.
i have never had someone make me feel as horrible as my boss.
the things she says to me,
and how she talks to me...is actually disgusting.
i am suppose to be doing my apprenticeship there but i keep holding off on it because i don't feel i am ready to go back to school yet...
which is MY decision,
except she doesn't see that...
shes basically told me that if i don't go back to school, shes going to fire me.
i don't see how that is....legal?
or any of her fuckin' concern.
last wednesday she told me that she isn't going to be as "easy on me as my mother"
thing is...that isn't the first time shes said anything about my mother.
i let it go...be the bigger person.
then last friday she asked me if i brought my book(something my SUPERVISOR not her has to sign saying i have done certain tasks), i told her i did but forgot it in my bag (which was a lie but she never comes in so she doesn't know anyways) she then told me that if i don't bring it in monday(today) or any other day this week "not to bother showing up at the daycare"
that PISSED me off.
oh and she also had the nerve to LIE to my supervisor and tell her that she told me if i didnt bring it in i would have to go home and get it...ya....ok.
i don't see how my schooling is any of her concern, when i got the job there it was for an ASSISTANT position NOT an apprentice.
my mom convinced me to suck it up and bring in my book today to get her off my back,
i didnt even want to come in, but i did.
not for her, but because we are short staffed and i knew it wouldnt be fair to anyone else.
suprisingly she showed up to work today...more than likely only to check up on me...
she comes into my room and very RUDELY asked me to go get my book which i did...
brought it back to her and started to walk away, she started going on about something to me and i responded to her but i didn't "LOOK" at her when i was talking to her which caused her to snap...
i can't even begin to explain how horrible this woman made me feel...
i cant even remember half the shit she said to me but she just went off on me infront of everyone in the room calling me "rude" and saying i have to much "pride." i was FURIOUS but i am respectful of other people so i stayed calm...
5 min later she snapped on me for not doing my job because i was cleaning up the room instead of watching the children, even though there was THREE other fuckin' teachers in the fuckin' room.
i seriously believe she is racist because i am white,
i have NEVER heard to talk to any of the BLACK women the way she talks to me and the other none black people.
Then my supervisor told me she was telling her off because she "babies me" and lets me get away with everything? i seriously don't know where this women gets her information because my supervisor doesn't treat me any differently then anyone else in that hell hole.
she also told her that she needs to have a talk with me about my attitude.
i do not know where this woman gets off...
i don't know what she has against me...
i am looking for another job and leaving that fuckin place,
she doesnt even get ANY fuckin' two fuckin week notice from me.
then i will call the ministry on her ass and get her fuckin daycare CLOSED down.
ugh....
i just needed to vent...
and now i am done.
ive never met anyone so ignorant, self-centered, inconsiderate, disrespectful...and so on and so on and so on...
in my entire life.
i need to find a new job,
which makes me so sad because..
1. i am 5 min away from it
2. MOST of the people i work with are amazing
3. i get paid good
4. i LOVE all my kids...
but it takes one horrible woman(if i can even consider her that) to ruin it all for me.
i have never had someone make me feel as horrible as my boss.
the things she says to me,
and how she talks to me...is actually disgusting.
i am suppose to be doing my apprenticeship there but i keep holding off on it because i don't feel i am ready to go back to school yet...
which is MY decision,
except she doesn't see that...
shes basically told me that if i don't go back to school, shes going to fire me.
i don't see how that is....legal?
or any of her fuckin' concern.
last wednesday she told me that she isn't going to be as "easy on me as my mother"
thing is...that isn't the first time shes said anything about my mother.
i let it go...be the bigger person.
then last friday she asked me if i brought my book(something my SUPERVISOR not her has to sign saying i have done certain tasks), i told her i did but forgot it in my bag (which was a lie but she never comes in so she doesn't know anyways) she then told me that if i don't bring it in monday(today) or any other day this week "not to bother showing up at the daycare"
that PISSED me off.
oh and she also had the nerve to LIE to my supervisor and tell her that she told me if i didnt bring it in i would have to go home and get it...ya....ok.
i don't see how my schooling is any of her concern, when i got the job there it was for an ASSISTANT position NOT an apprentice.
my mom convinced me to suck it up and bring in my book today to get her off my back,
i didnt even want to come in, but i did.
not for her, but because we are short staffed and i knew it wouldnt be fair to anyone else.
suprisingly she showed up to work today...more than likely only to check up on me...
she comes into my room and very RUDELY asked me to go get my book which i did...
brought it back to her and started to walk away, she started going on about something to me and i responded to her but i didn't "LOOK" at her when i was talking to her which caused her to snap...
i can't even begin to explain how horrible this woman made me feel...
i cant even remember half the shit she said to me but she just went off on me infront of everyone in the room calling me "rude" and saying i have to much "pride." i was FURIOUS but i am respectful of other people so i stayed calm...
5 min later she snapped on me for not doing my job because i was cleaning up the room instead of watching the children, even though there was THREE other fuckin' teachers in the fuckin' room.
i seriously believe she is racist because i am white,
i have NEVER heard to talk to any of the BLACK women the way she talks to me and the other none black people.
Then my supervisor told me she was telling her off because she "babies me" and lets me get away with everything? i seriously don't know where this women gets her information because my supervisor doesn't treat me any differently then anyone else in that hell hole.
she also told her that she needs to have a talk with me about my attitude.
i do not know where this woman gets off...
i don't know what she has against me...
i am looking for another job and leaving that fuckin place,
she doesnt even get ANY fuckin' two fuckin week notice from me.
then i will call the ministry on her ass and get her fuckin daycare CLOSED down.
ugh....
i just needed to vent...
and now i am done.