Dec 09, 2004 23:04
im having fuckin mixed feelings
its just rnt the same i guess
i hate wen that happens
i mean, i like him
well, atleast i think i do
i just feel like its not working out
and i dont know what to do
like every little thing is upsetting me
im sorry, i hate how i have to fuckin watch over him
like im fukcing babysitting
i feel like if i hang out with my best fuckin friend for 1 fuckin day
hell cheat on me
well fuck that shit, im hangin out with kirsten wnever i want
n how fuckin long i want
id fuckin hang out with her for a fuckin month n not talk to him once
hes not pullin that shit on me
he cant take away my best friend
i guess i dont understand anything that goes on in his head
i cant talk to other guys
and if i do, i get bitched at, or hes like ill fight him
but...
i cant always run away from these things ya know?
its just that
im so sick of people talkin shit
i feel like i cant trust a majority of the people that know zach..
& jessica
im so sick of people telling jessica shit about me
so she can call him n tell him so he fuckin bitches at me
soo, i guess what im saying is....
fuck, i duno what im fuckin sayin
just, i guess i dont need this
i guess. im done.
k?thx.
better here than to ur faces right?
now you dont accually have to listen to me
comment or dont, whatever.