Take my past and make it worth something. I don't want it.
I think I am ready to change.
Like a Dramatic change.
I feel like I can just take on the world right now.
I have no idea why.
I just do.
I am sick of the same thing every single day.
It gets old.
I'm sick of the lies.
&& sick of the past.
I am starting to understand why adults always said "one day you will wish you were younger."
Because now I wish I could just start over.
&& erase my past.
Going through old note books piss me off.
The past pisses me off.
I could have made it so much better.
But instead I was so pessismistic.
So now is my chance.
I have an amazing boyfriend.
He keeps me in line.
&& I have amazing freinds who are there right when I need them.
So yeah.
Hopefully you will see a difference.
For the better.
I wil not apolagize for who I am.
I won't be someone I'm not.
I will be better.
But the same Hannah I have always been.
But yet so different.
I am gay.
Fuck.