Dayna made me feel so good today. So good, that i infact made jokes of my problems,
and even forgot for a minute. I hadn't felt that happy for a while. Maybe cynics
are the only ones who can understand.
We discussed a lot. About me, about her, about the L word, not Love or Lust but the
other one. The one that noone truly understands. And never could. We realized that
our music taste, so very alike, has prevented us from having any even mildly happy
music in our collection. Everything is so angry. Everything is so sad. Bloc Party
and Kings of Leon are probably the most happy/upbeat records i own. And even then,
then have happy music but angsty/sceptical lyrics, perhaps.
Hmm i want to say that the Pixies are happy, but that's not really true. Maybe Clash - maybe not
Kind of like the dead puppies song..
I read an article on Jeff Buckley yesterday. Claiming he had an immense
lust for life and it's various opportunities. I never thought about him or his music
or his life like that. Something to think about i guess. Then, his music doesn't match
his thoughts, and he just lied???????????
no way