stupid rant
I hate not being able to do anything. I hate how the people in my neighborhood are annoying as crap and need to be shot in the face, so I only hang out with Deanna. And now she has a job so I sit here on my butt. I hate being 14 so I can't go get a job for myself, because I hate not having any money.
I hate school. I hate pretty much all people teachers. The students at my school are so lame. They all think they are coolxcore and they really aren't. Maybe one day they will learn.
You know what I hate the most though?
That Tracie was supposed to come down the monday after Christmas && visit for a week, and now she's not. Because she decided not to. Her uncle is finally letting her come down after over a year and she chooses not to come see her "best friends". That's pretty screwed up if you asked me. me && sarah were//are both really pissed about that. It's like... who would pass up the opportunity to go see their friends and be back in there home town, and have a good time && what not? If that was me I would have been down here in a heart beat. I'm just pissed because I got all excited because ya know, her uncle && her dad both already said she could come and stay, so it was pretty much a sure thing. Then she calls and tells me she's probabaly not comming down until June. June. Christ. That'll have been almost two years since I've seen her. And this is all her choice, too. And there really is no good reasoning behind it. Unless there's something she's not telling me.
I haven't talked to her since last week so I dunno. I'll have to call her up tomorrow or something. She usually calls me on the weekends so I'm sure I'll talk to her. And I'm sure she'll call to say Merry Christmas on Sunday. She's just like that. GAH. I miss that ho so much. I wish she'd just take the chance and come down here and see us all. My mom, Leah, sarah.. everyone wants to see her. It's so lame.
And my god. I am freezing. Remind to put socks on next time I am going to sit down stairs. :( and my hands are really cold to. I dislike the cold weather.Like, it's nice when it's sorta cool, but i think i am gonna freeze to death. That'll be the day.
I'm so glad it's winter break. I can finally sleep in. And stay up late. and not have to deal with lame teachers, or homework. I so wish I was out of school. But I have 3 more years + the rest of this one, to go.