Jun 03, 2005 00:09
I'm bored as shit, and there is nothing at all to do. And i really don't have anything to say in here, but i figure this will give me something to do for a couple of minutes.
Today was alright. School went by kinda slow. I can't wait for school to be over, it's so boring. We have finals in like.. 2 weeks. LAME. I think i shall be sick some of those days. But then again, i don't feel like making them up.
i chilled with big Diznizzle for a little, and we got my mom to take us to FFC so we could go to Taco Hell. We got the mini pizza meals and brough them home, and we get home, only to find out the assholes only gave me 2 breadsticks! i was appauled. I wouldn't have eaten it anyways because i felt like i was gonna puke after half the personal pizza and a breadstick. But still. i pay for 3, i best get 3. We were gonna call and complain as a joke, but we decided not to. We decided we'd be cool and eat out back on Deanna's pic-nic table. Except we sat ON the table, instead of on the benches. Because we are that cool. I mean, psh, who gets Taco Hell bell to go, goes to the house, and sits out back ON the pic-nic table, and eats, only to find out you're deprived of a breadstick. Deanna had all 3. What a whore.
So then we chilled at her house a little longer, then i came home.And now i'm here, writting this non-sense update, because i have nothing better to do.
I do believe i am going to my dad's house this weekend, and i shall be chillen with Nikki. That shall be grand. I miss hanging out with her all the time. It will be like the good old days.
Tracie is comming down in october, hopefully and staying with me for a week. That shall be grand, too. We plan on going to Ikea and buying me new room decorations, re-arranging my room, and painting/drawing more things on my walls. Why we plan on doing that, you ask? Well, because most of the time when tray-cee spent the night, we would always clean then re-arrange my room in the middle of the night, because.. well, we never had a reason. So now it's kinda our thing. to re-arrange. And she wants to decorate my rom, for some odd reason. So we're gonna go to ikea. Then one of the Saturday's she is comming to my dad's with me, and she's going to her old schools homecomming to see all of her old friends and junx. It shall be grand. That will be like good old days too. I'm sad that she had to move. But she's moving back when she's 18, because she wants to live down here and junx because she's from here and all her friends are down hurr.
It's so weird going to my dad's and looking out the back door, and seeing tracie's house with no one in it. Knowing i wont be there with her all the time, or ever seeing her mom again. It's weird. And it's going to be even weirder when people move into it. Which wont be for awhile, but still. That's going to piss me off. That was like my 3rd home, and i'm an asshole and i want those memories to stay forever. I don't want new people. I don't want them in their house, or there. I don't like that I can't talk on the phone with tracie when i'm at my dad's, and us stand at the doors and just make weird faces or motions to each other out the windows and doors, since you could see in each other's houses from where they were.
I want tracie to be happy, i want her mom to rest in peace, but i want everything back. all of it.