Jul 09, 2006 00:02
well well well...
I think I like your family more...not cool except for the fact that I love them.
So I had a moment today where I felt completely awkward and in a weird place but at the same time..really honored sorta...accepted. Idk I wasnt ready and ...yeah
anyway all this talk has me soooo caught up. weddings and babies and college..........................I want it all. its true. right now I want it all BUT then again not yet. Im still a kid yunno. i wanna still play in a sandbox. could you imagine a pregnant married college grad playing with trucks in a sandbox? ........uh no
what you said today....i find a hard time believing its reality. like..we share things? and retiring at 40..or getting married at 40 and the simple fact that we whole heartedly believe we will be together wayyyy past our 40s.i guess the only way to put it is its surreal. it seems anyway.
Call me as SOON as you read this...
goodnight