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Im tired. The world I live in no longer suites me, I honestly dont think it has in a while. I've more or less just been dealing with it. The dreams of hoping slowly fade in and out. I get scared when I think of going at it alone. I want to see humanity crumble so we all can start all over. Then I don't think I would have an urge to leave at all. I think I am just lost in all this. To much pressure to succeed has placed me right back at square one. Im fucking scared because I cant see the way to move on.