I just woke up. It's four in the morning and I am thinking of no one else but
him. I'm not ashamed at all to say that my love for him is incredibly tremendous; To be able to love this great is one of the things I am proud of about myself. In fact, I never knew I was capable of falling so far deep in love until Joseph came along.
Before him, I was lost in my own journey and possessed very little hope for myself. I lived as though life meant nothing more than a few margaritas each night and holding hands with all the wrong men. I simply found no meaning in all that I experienced. I just lived for the sake of living- that is, until I fell in love.
Joseph gave my story a purpose to be written and to be told. He took away all the shadows that clouded my view of this world, and I finally saw the beauty that lonely lost souls could not see. Since then I've been wishing for everyone to fall in love, because the beauty it uncovers will make you feel thankful to be alive. I feel blessed that I am one of the few souls who are lucky enough to have seen heaven in their lifetime. Some, you see, need to experience death before they can see it. Others take their whole lives to find it. But for those who look hard enough, they will realize and find that...heaven is just right here on earth.
Love took my hand and showed me the way. It led me to Joseph.
As for heaven? I see it in his eyes all the time.