Dec 24, 2008 21:56
I really miss stephen...ive been on the verge of tears all day basically.
this isnt good i need to be with him. i dont care if my friends and family want me to stay here...i need to be with him. I cant stand this...i shouldnt have stayed at his house for those 5 days...it makes it so much harder to not be with him...Quinns going to hate me...but im moving back in with him at the begining of summer probably. If she doesnt talk to me again..ever i just hope she knows im not leaving her.Im leaving my enviroment, i cant stand it here,physically mentally emotionally its just too much for me. Im sorry. I know your transfering schools and im the only one youll know..but i have to get out,im sorry.