head for the hills-the kitchens on fire!
wow. there are deffinately a lot of things that are different now than they were when i last updated this. first of all, im single and have been since the begining of this month. thats a long story-let me tell you. i thought that what we had was love and different..but i guess not exactly. things were different..they were wonderful for most of the time. but something happened..something always happens. and this has changed me, but for the better. only one person knows what im talking about, but im gonna say this anyway. yes, i was hiding. no one knew me. i was miserable and lonely all the time. and then you came around and showed me that theyre missing out on something..so i came out of my hiding spot. i let everyone see the new me. i smiled at everything and nothing and im happy almost all of the time. all of my friendships/relationships have gotten it feels like 10 times stronger. and because i know that things changing again is something that you think about a lot, but this is probably the best change ive ever made. i dont want things to go back to the way they were..i hated that life. i love this life..my life. i owe that to you..if you didnt make me care enough, id still be hiding. so ive thanked you before and i will again-youve saved me from myself.
schools going pretty goood..ive made new friends already and ive gotten closer with people i only "talked to" last year. so this year is off to a pretty good start. my progress report was pretty good too..one c on d two a's and two b's. so yeah..thigns are pretty easy right now tho too, so lets just hope that things stay like this.
diabetes sucks. im really getting sick of telling myself im gonna starts checking my blood sugar again and never doing it. i need to get my ass in gear..its not even funny anymore. i need to realize that this isnt gonna get better and go away and that if ppl have a problem with it than they can go to hell..ive stopped letting other people rule me, so now i have to start stopping them from ruling my life,even tho they dont know theyre doing it and dont mean to.
homecoming..ahhh im sooo excited! my dress is gorgeous and i love my jewlery and my shoes..ahhh theyre all so pretty! :)
i got hired at walgreens also. 7.25 an hour bitchez! i was pumped lol. come see me when i work! i work next tomorrow, wednesday, from 6-11. :) :)
thats about it for now.
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