Apr 13, 2005 20:40
i really need to learn how to keep my mouth shut when it should stay shut. i dont know why i think i have a right to say anything, but for some reason i do, and i pray that i dont start something new, cuz i really think i mite flip. im already really confused and depressed..this would just make me hate myself more.
i still cant believe i did that..i swore to myself i never would. :( :( :( :(
well..thats about it. but i swear to God-if my name is mentioned, ill freakin be soo pissed. so please dont.
i hate myself for..ahh fuck, i hate myself period.