whats.the.difference.
i have to say that friday was by far the day i laughed the hardest in my life. first amber left her lights on so her battery died and all of the guys pushing her around in the parking lot was just about the funniest thing ive ever seen..and then at tanyas gmas..wooooow lets just say i dont think ive ever laughed so hard at tanya in my life. i love you girls..cant wait til we have another night like that :)
i dont know why i put up with this. its bullshit, i know it and i complain about it enough. but yet i havent done anything about it. maybe thats because i dont know what to do or how to handle it. the best thing i can think of would mean me running away from it..i really dont wanna handle my problems like that, but its really tempting, and it sounds like an easy way out. and im lookin for an easy way out because things have been hard enough.i know things are terrible and im not physically abused or anything like that, but everyone has their own problems, and everyone has their hell. and ive just about had enough.
i dont even know what to say..i wonder how i feel, and i think i figure it out, but i never really know for sure. sometimes i wonder if its just because of how you talk to me..youre definately a sweet talker, and im just weak enough to take every word you say to heart, because i think i need it..i think i need you...i dont know why i think that becuase i dont believe in being dependent on anyone, so im really confused. but you make me smile like i dont know what--