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seriously for like a minute i thought i was gonna be ok with all the weird nd crazy things tht have been going on in my life these last couple of weeks...
but the next thing i kno something else happens... sara phillips nd jeff are moving...
sara is like my role model the person i look up 2 the person i vent 2...
whose gonna be tht person i kno will always be there?...
whose gonna be tht person who wont ever tell anybody what i say 2 her?...
whose gonna be tht person who listens 2 my problems?...
whose gonna be our sunday school teacher?...
i hate it tht like half my world is crumbling down...everythings different nd everything... i havent been this upset like ever... nd i dont wanna be mad well im not mad i kno they gotta go but what are we gonna do here without her... i kno God will provide all the answer but its just hard 2 think tht one person you kno you can tlk 2 wont be there 2 tlk 2 u anymore.
nd i hate it tht it feels like she didnt consider us nd our needs tht we need her 2 help with our walk but i kno thts only being selfish cause theres other ppl out there who are worse off then we are but its just tuff 2 think those ppl wont be us!!!
i was always so proud of our sunday school class... i would hate it when i wasnt there cause i felt like i was missing out.. but now whats there 2 miss... i kno its crazy of me 2 be upset cause its not my place but its just hard it feels like im losing everything...
but the next thing i kno something else happens... sara phillips nd jeff are moving...
sara is like my role model the person i look up 2 the person i vent 2...
whose gonna be tht person i kno will always be there?...
whose gonna be tht person who wont ever tell anybody what i say 2 her?...
whose gonna be tht person who listens 2 my problems?...
whose gonna be our sunday school teacher?...
i hate it tht like half my world is crumbling down...everythings different nd everything... i havent been this upset like ever... nd i dont wanna be mad well im not mad i kno they gotta go but what are we gonna do here without her... i kno God will provide all the answer but its just hard 2 think tht one person you kno you can tlk 2 wont be there 2 tlk 2 u anymore.
nd i hate it tht it feels like she didnt consider us nd our needs tht we need her 2 help with our walk but i kno thts only being selfish cause theres other ppl out there who are worse off then we are but its just tuff 2 think those ppl wont be us!!!
i was always so proud of our sunday school class... i would hate it when i wasnt there cause i felt like i was missing out.. but now whats there 2 miss... i kno its crazy of me 2 be upset cause its not my place but its just hard it feels like im losing everything...