pawpaws dead!
my pawpaw died sunday...its just so shocking,overwhelming,depressing. i feel so lost like i have a ton of things on my mind right now! it just doesnt feel like hes gone! i sure wish he wasnt. i didnt think i would be this sad when he did but i am sooo depressed i just dont kno.
sunday-got up, went 2 bjcc, mom got call from mawmaw tellin her pawpaw was dead, i dont think i will ever forget my moms face nd the way she screamed nd cried at the same time it was such a shock. we ran over 2 my mawmaws house stayed there all day a ton of ppl came over, spent the night at mawmaws.
monday-got up early, went 2 the funeral home 2 get a casket nd all tht depressing stuff i dont ever wanna do again. went nd bought a outfit for the funeral went back 2 mawmaws hung out till time 2 leave, left nd went 2 the funeral home for the viewing nd cried a bunch nd saw a bunch of ppl... there was so many flowers nd so many ppl came tht made a lot of things a lot better... went back 2 mawmaws went 2 sleep.
tuesday- got up early cause they only have one bathroom nd everybody had 2 get ready, went 2 the church for the funeral, there were lots of ppl from the church up there, i cried a lot more saw mawmaw cried(broke my heart) mawmaw meet brother steve she was real happy about tht lol... ate after the funeral nd went back 2 the house nd we spent the night there again.
wensday(today)- got up got ready left
i gotta go but ill explain everything else later bye comment!
sunday-got up, went 2 bjcc, mom got call from mawmaw tellin her pawpaw was dead, i dont think i will ever forget my moms face nd the way she screamed nd cried at the same time it was such a shock. we ran over 2 my mawmaws house stayed there all day a ton of ppl came over, spent the night at mawmaws.
monday-got up early, went 2 the funeral home 2 get a casket nd all tht depressing stuff i dont ever wanna do again. went nd bought a outfit for the funeral went back 2 mawmaws hung out till time 2 leave, left nd went 2 the funeral home for the viewing nd cried a bunch nd saw a bunch of ppl... there was so many flowers nd so many ppl came tht made a lot of things a lot better... went back 2 mawmaws went 2 sleep.
tuesday- got up early cause they only have one bathroom nd everybody had 2 get ready, went 2 the church for the funeral, there were lots of ppl from the church up there, i cried a lot more saw mawmaw cried(broke my heart) mawmaw meet brother steve she was real happy about tht lol... ate after the funeral nd went back 2 the house nd we spent the night there again.
wensday(today)- got up got ready left
i gotta go but ill explain everything else later bye comment!