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[letmefall85]

when asked how ready i was for a relationship (by an online quiz), my answer was "zero" (out loud to myself)
i've deemed myself "emotionally retarded" and not capable of anything beyond eternal, ignorant singledom.
i've lightly touched base with most, if not all, facets of relationships, except the one most important... love.
and at this rate, i'm thinking, not so much, eh?
the everlasting heartbreak is getting old. the unsuccessful chases are tiring.
and yet again! i end another summer by declaring myself forever a single lady!
lets see how long this BS will last me...

and what i said you couldnt read...

"temporarily forever"

i make plans for tomorrow
like it was here today
i see you in my life
but you dont seem to stay
i think we're forever
until we're apart
i give you my love
but you cant have my heart

will you be mine, temporarily forever?
we'll say this is it
that we'll last together
a love neverending
but only for awhile
will you be mine, temporarily forever?

you talk about me
like i am the one
you promise me the world
the moon and the sun
but at the same time
you're so far away
saying forever
not meaning today

and i am yours, temporarily forever
we give it our all
to have one another
a love that will last
only until tomorrow
and i am yours, temporarily forever