i just wanna grow up
every year, i rant and rave about changing and growing up, but the desire has never been as strong as it has been lately.
i'm 21 years old and the things i used to think were important aren't anymore. everyday, i get closer to being a grown up and that scares the shit out of me. but at the same time, i'm ready to be on my own, ready to be responsible, ready to start fresh, ready to let go of it all and be free.
do i sound cheesy or what? yeah...
*sigh* its not that i'm unhappy with my life, and itsnot like changing will make me happier. its that i feel trapped and i wanna get out. even if i was doing the exact same shit everyday but in a new city, at ann apartment, with new people, it would feel liberating.
upon closer evaluation, my life is fine. i just wish it were finer.
i'm 21 years old and the things i used to think were important aren't anymore. everyday, i get closer to being a grown up and that scares the shit out of me. but at the same time, i'm ready to be on my own, ready to be responsible, ready to start fresh, ready to let go of it all and be free.
do i sound cheesy or what? yeah...
*sigh* its not that i'm unhappy with my life, and itsnot like changing will make me happier. its that i feel trapped and i wanna get out. even if i was doing the exact same shit everyday but in a new city, at ann apartment, with new people, it would feel liberating.
upon closer evaluation, my life is fine. i just wish it were finer.