work, work, work
as boring as it can be nowadays to wake up at 6:30, work from 8-5, and then be in bed by 10:30... it's sometimes a nice routine to follow.
yeah, i miss using the better part of daylight to get things done, i miss not wanting to hang out with people at night, i miss spending my weekends to have fun...
but when i'm at work, it kind of feels like the rest of life stops. and i like that.
it feels like the other responsibilities, the drama, the heartache, the silliness, the frustration - it all goes away for at least 40 hours of my week.
now, before any of you crazies start to think something bad happened with me and whoever your silly mind conjurs up - i'm speaking strictly about my life here in st pete and tampa.
the only part outside of work i choose to pay attention to is the fun stuff. the concerts, the camping, the parties, what have you. when those happen, and i have the time and energy to go, its amazing.
i get paid a buttload for doing *some* work and then i get to see my friends? sweet deal.
now, if all the stupid stuff like bills, no car, school, no boyfriend... if all that would go away, i'd be so content.
but alas, it lingers there... and i still feel a bit incomplete. kind of like how bsb is now that kevin's gone... or maybe thats not the same... i dunno!
i wish i was going to arkansas this weekend. any special bff's wanna kidnap me? i'll be in jenny springs camping with lara, kristin, and like 30 of kristin's redneck friends. yeah...
um, can someone who knows how to book a flight help me? i've never been on a plane in my life and i dunno how to even start finding a cheap ticket. destination: baton rouge, LA. time frame: sometime friday night 7/28 to sometime sunday 7/30. as long as i'm in baton rouge the afternoon of the 29th. why you ask? for my boyrfiend... joe guese! lol (ok, and the rest of the click five... they havent seen me since may, i KNOW they miss me! haha)
k,thanks! peace.out
yeah, i miss using the better part of daylight to get things done, i miss not wanting to hang out with people at night, i miss spending my weekends to have fun...
but when i'm at work, it kind of feels like the rest of life stops. and i like that.
it feels like the other responsibilities, the drama, the heartache, the silliness, the frustration - it all goes away for at least 40 hours of my week.
now, before any of you crazies start to think something bad happened with me and whoever your silly mind conjurs up - i'm speaking strictly about my life here in st pete and tampa.
the only part outside of work i choose to pay attention to is the fun stuff. the concerts, the camping, the parties, what have you. when those happen, and i have the time and energy to go, its amazing.
i get paid a buttload for doing *some* work and then i get to see my friends? sweet deal.
now, if all the stupid stuff like bills, no car, school, no boyfriend... if all that would go away, i'd be so content.
but alas, it lingers there... and i still feel a bit incomplete. kind of like how bsb is now that kevin's gone... or maybe thats not the same... i dunno!
i wish i was going to arkansas this weekend. any special bff's wanna kidnap me? i'll be in jenny springs camping with lara, kristin, and like 30 of kristin's redneck friends. yeah...
um, can someone who knows how to book a flight help me? i've never been on a plane in my life and i dunno how to even start finding a cheap ticket. destination: baton rouge, LA. time frame: sometime friday night 7/28 to sometime sunday 7/30. as long as i'm in baton rouge the afternoon of the 29th. why you ask? for my boyrfiend... joe guese! lol (ok, and the rest of the click five... they havent seen me since may, i KNOW they miss me! haha)
k,thanks! peace.out