i sill exist
i'm home. i have no internet. that's fine. (borrowing my cousin's laptop at their house)
i'm still nursing an open wound. but i refuse to let the hurt dictate how i live. it's sad how i preach to myself about no regrets and moving on with life. but i hold onto the past, i dwell on what's happened. and i hate that i do that.
*sigh* i need to reevaluate myself and the people i keep dear to me this summer. i need to purge out my old crap and decide what i should keep and throw away. i have so much baggage, literal and figurative. one more year of school... i need to start sorting out my life to better prepare for my future.... sorry to the people who may get damamged along the way. this is about me, not you. i need control over my life again....
kim, out.
i'm still nursing an open wound. but i refuse to let the hurt dictate how i live. it's sad how i preach to myself about no regrets and moving on with life. but i hold onto the past, i dwell on what's happened. and i hate that i do that.
*sigh* i need to reevaluate myself and the people i keep dear to me this summer. i need to purge out my old crap and decide what i should keep and throw away. i have so much baggage, literal and figurative. one more year of school... i need to start sorting out my life to better prepare for my future.... sorry to the people who may get damamged along the way. this is about me, not you. i need control over my life again....
kim, out.