Jun 04, 2005 16:49
man i am bored as hell with nothing better to do... tina is at felicias and she suppose to be home soon i think... megan is picking her up and hopefully i will go over there tonight and then i think were gonna go to Billy's house...yeah what fun.... anyway... i dont think crystal is gonna be there so props for me..:) ohh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEE!!!! man i got sooo pissed last night because dad was online and he wouldnt get off so i could call ashlee and now im not gonna talk to her for 2 weeks...sadness..:( but maybe it will do me good... i told her that i needed to know how she felt about me so i could decide something and then i told her what i had to decide and she didnt remember how she felt about me... ohh well... but yeah well im gonna go browse... BYE
Ohh mama found this letter on her computer and she thought i wrote it... she was freaking out... here it is:
"Dear Mom and Dad, this is the hardest letter I've ever had to write. I'd hoped somehow to get out of this quickly so that you'd never have to know about it, but that just isn't possible now. I don't know what's going to happen, but what can I say to you? Will 'I'm sorry' make a difference? Will it ease the pain? The shame you must be feeling? Forgive me. Please."