May 29, 2005 09:30
Hey guys.... yeah life has kinda sucked lately... Last night me tina crystal megan and other crystal went over to Billy's house nad i knew that it wasnt gonna be any fun and like tina told me that she wanted to spend time with me but at the same time she couldnt because she was suckin face with billy... and then she was always around crystal R. and i dunno.... i was suppose to spend the night at her house last night but after the stuff that happend last night i didnt want to... i knew that she would always be around crystal r and that i'd be left behind.... at the party they were doing drugs and i didnt want to be around that... everyoine was doing it except me and tina.... getting high is stupid...and i wanted to tell tina last night that if she wanted to spend time with me stop hanging with the person whos pushed us this far apart... she got pissed that i was spending ime with her sister but there was nothing better to do.... im a loser....:(... im gonna go BYE