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Im getting violent…
I mean… I made a hole in our door with a candle..
And yesterday Lena and I had like…a physical fight…
Ughh… hormones? ….Lol.
Lena’s just getting extremely annoying.
Anyway… I don’t know if I can stand anymore school… break was amazing,.. Im gunna have such a hard time concentrating on school…im gunna die. My grades are already are messed up. I know I pretend I don’t care…but I do, I just need a life changing miracle to get me into the swing of doing well.
And my body image is really messing me up…I look awful lately…I need to shape up…I consider fasting…it is a part of many religions and it would be a purification process.. It can’t be too unhealthy…? Im not talking about going anorexic because that would require me to become underweight…and that’s not what I want.. I just want some confidence and I want to look at least okay wearing whatever it is I want to wear.
Ehhh.. This isn’t a long entry. I don’t really feel emotional or anything…I just wanted to get stuff down…yea…soo… bubby.
I mean… I made a hole in our door with a candle..
And yesterday Lena and I had like…a physical fight…
Ughh… hormones? ….Lol.
Lena’s just getting extremely annoying.
Anyway… I don’t know if I can stand anymore school… break was amazing,.. Im gunna have such a hard time concentrating on school…im gunna die. My grades are already are messed up. I know I pretend I don’t care…but I do, I just need a life changing miracle to get me into the swing of doing well.
And my body image is really messing me up…I look awful lately…I need to shape up…I consider fasting…it is a part of many religions and it would be a purification process.. It can’t be too unhealthy…? Im not talking about going anorexic because that would require me to become underweight…and that’s not what I want.. I just want some confidence and I want to look at least okay wearing whatever it is I want to wear.
Ehhh.. This isn’t a long entry. I don’t really feel emotional or anything…I just wanted to get stuff down…yea…soo… bubby.