Pictures and birth story are coming, guys. I promise. I just need to start writing it and poke Jared to upload all the pictures and video (he videotaped the birth and her first moments)
I did not think it was possible for my body to hurt more than it already did. My labia tore during labor and I have six stitches down there, PLUS backaches from the epidural. I am in CONSTANT pain and my medications do fucking NOTHING. But then. BUT THEN. I woke up this morning after a 5 hour or so nap (I don't get full sleep anymore, just naps, and I can't sleep well without my baby right next to me) and my breasts are engorged. My milk is coming in, and they are huge and SORE. I just had an icepack on the left one for about 10 minutes, and NO RELIEF.
*whimper* *whimper* *whine*
FUCKING OW. MAKE IT STOP.
ok. I'm done. I just had to get that out. Ugghhh.