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today was tough. for starters, its monday and i dont like my group all to well this week.
it's a lot of middle schoolers who think they know everything, need i say more? its hard for me, i'm trying to take this situation one day at a time, moment by moment. the problem is, right when i start to feel okay and that i might not cry today, the thought of not having him pops into my head. whyyy??? why now?
everything around me reminds me of him. i can only hope and pray, pray, and pray some more that things will get better. i thought coming back to tampa was what i needed but i find myself trying to get away from everything that is going on. i know the lord won't give me more than i can handle, but he certainly is stretching me to my limits.
it's a lot of middle schoolers who think they know everything, need i say more? its hard for me, i'm trying to take this situation one day at a time, moment by moment. the problem is, right when i start to feel okay and that i might not cry today, the thought of not having him pops into my head. whyyy??? why now?
everything around me reminds me of him. i can only hope and pray, pray, and pray some more that things will get better. i thought coming back to tampa was what i needed but i find myself trying to get away from everything that is going on. i know the lord won't give me more than i can handle, but he certainly is stretching me to my limits.