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[letitburn187]

I was sitting at home yesterday and i was just thinking about the future, and i came to the fact that i have hardly ever thought about the future before. i started thinking about what i want to do after highschool and the truth is that i have no idea. my original dream for after highschool was to go to San Diego State. but than i thought about why i wanted to go to sdsu and i thought that i really have no reason to go besides the fact that its in my favorite city and where i want to move to when im older. then i thoughted thinking that even if i had a reason to go to sdsu the odds are i wouldnt get accepted because i totally fucked up this year. but i dont even know what i want to be when i grow up anymore, i use to want to grow up and be a child physcoligist, haha dont laugh assholes. but now that i think of it i dont think that would really be the occupation for me. as of right now i want to graduate from highschool and do something in the music industry,  i preferablly want to start my own label when im older. but i have no idea what i have to do and stuff to be part of  this industry. idk everything right now seems so jaded. i think as of right now all i can do is just keep working harder at school. talking about school though i am truly happy with the grades that im getting now, i have all A's and B's.

i decided that i want to join mountain pointe theater company, i came to the conclusion that i want to have something to show for highschool besides just fooling around in classes and mediocre grades

i got a new jacket yesterday. i really like it.

i found out yesterday that i cant go to the epitaph show anymore because we're going out of town.

tomorrow is valentines day and i havent got a valentine, hmmm oh well nothing new. annual routine

im freakin sick

fuck everything

michael