ugh
msg from kevvsidekickk: wanna hook up
god people, that right there shows how much i hate people.
but anyways. i dont know life is werid. its werid going from seeing someone everyday to not. its like a death really. we're dead to each other, simple as that. but whatever nothing i can do and im going to dwell in it. its just werid. both of us can say we dont care, but we do its stupid. i dont miss him exactly, we drifted apart long before we broke up. i miss someone always being there no matter how much he didnt care. but that and the old times. two falls ago mostly. i had some pretty amazing times with him and now its nithing. just like that with a snap of a finger. but like i said im not ging to dwell on it. im just going to go with the flow and whatever happens, does
and about alex. i dont know, i guess she had a nervus breakdown, but like shit is ridiclious enough in my life, i cant waste my energy on trying to make someone feel better when i myself dont even yet. that bothers me. it always happens. everytime something shitty goes on in my life someone else has something happen to them. i know thats a selfish thing to say but its my live journal and i can say what i like.
dans being weird. i dont get his deal
i always think everyone is bullshitting me and lieing to me and trying to get me in a trap. i hate that i always think that
god people, that right there shows how much i hate people.
but anyways. i dont know life is werid. its werid going from seeing someone everyday to not. its like a death really. we're dead to each other, simple as that. but whatever nothing i can do and im going to dwell in it. its just werid. both of us can say we dont care, but we do its stupid. i dont miss him exactly, we drifted apart long before we broke up. i miss someone always being there no matter how much he didnt care. but that and the old times. two falls ago mostly. i had some pretty amazing times with him and now its nithing. just like that with a snap of a finger. but like i said im not ging to dwell on it. im just going to go with the flow and whatever happens, does
and about alex. i dont know, i guess she had a nervus breakdown, but like shit is ridiclious enough in my life, i cant waste my energy on trying to make someone feel better when i myself dont even yet. that bothers me. it always happens. everytime something shitty goes on in my life someone else has something happen to them. i know thats a selfish thing to say but its my live journal and i can say what i like.
dans being weird. i dont get his deal
i always think everyone is bullshitting me and lieing to me and trying to get me in a trap. i hate that i always think that