Happy Birthday Changmin!!!!!!
Happy Birthday, Changmin!
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. It's Changmin's birthday! Changmin is my favorite person ever (among people I don't know personally because in that case Lauren is naturally my favorite person ever!!!!)!!!!!
In all seriousness, if I was stripped of all of my fandoms save one I'd have Changmin remaining. Forget the rest of DBSK. They are inconsequential compared to this beautiful boy. Buffy wouldn't stand a chance. Sodagreen? Incredible but Changmin is really 无与伦比的美丽. now I'm confusing fandoms.
This is my third birthday post (previously there's been Takizawa Hideaki and Junno) and a whole lot of fangirlish ramblings, but I really want to try to be serious for this one. Because Changmin is the most important to me. Sure I feel bad for Junno and I have the largest connection to Sodagreen because of my Chinese language skillz but Changmin is my favorite. Above all else.
When I first discovered DBSK back in the day I thought fans were crazy because they could distinguish the voices apart and I was told that I should learn to do the same. Ridiculous, I thought, but in time I decided it would be kind of cool. So I read along with lyrics as I listened to their music and realized Jaejoong had the best voice of all. But somehow, I liked Changmin's better. At this time I only heard their music and had yet to see their photographs (the growth of my fandom was gradual and strange). So I eventually got on Youtube and saw the Hug lipsynching video on the radio program (you know the one I'm talking about) and I thought that little boy who was sooooo cute was just some random guest. It took me more than a week to realize it was Changmin.
Anyway, the rest is history.
I can't believe how old Changmin is! How much he has matured. It's so strange growing up with celebrities; example: Changmin is just six months older than me so I saw him when we were both eighteen and then over the years saw him grow older and older and I think, "have I too changed so much?" But I don't really know. I hope if so, then I have matured in a way similar to that of Changmin because he has become something special.
I love what a dorky kid he was and how he still kind of is laughable and awkward while still being entirely classy and genius and sexy and adorable. How can he be so many things at once? Why is he so snarky and hilarious? I truly, truly love each DBSK member but to me Changmin just stands out so much more because I feel like he knows that he can't take himself or DBSK too seriously. I feel like he has the most grounded personality, the most humble, the most sincere. Though this is difficult because I really do think all of the members are about 95% perfect with Changmin scoring 100% on the perfect scale.
Well now I'm just rambling. I could ramble all day about dear Changmin.
Changmin Changmin Changmin Changmin Changmin Changmin Changmin Changmin Changmin Changmin. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! YOU MAKE ME SUCH A WEIRDO. I LOVE YOUR HAIR WHATEVER THEY DO TO IT! YOU ARE TOO ATTRACTIVE! YOU MAKE ME FEEL! YOUR VOICE IS THE BEST! WILD SOUL WAS THE BEST SOLO! STOP TURNING ME INTO SUCH A WEIRD MANIACAL FANGIRL. I WANT MY SERIOUSNESS AND SANITY BACK!!!!! Just kidding.
P.S. JaeMin is canon. I'm just saying.
I hate flailing. Stupid Changmin.