都变成了煎熬
I thought I should make a post since I've found several people were convinced I had killed myself...It's a little disturbing that so many people assumed this ^^;; But, admittedly, I was badly torn up. But three days of no sleep, no food, no water and nonstop crying is more than enough time to mope. And while these four things are sure signs that I am upset, I still went to class. That's just the way I am. Like Lauren said, buildings could be falling over but I'll still be there with my pencil ready to take notes. Anyway, that's all I'll say about the mourning period. I have to move on.
And so as of today Elizabeth is turning over a new leaf. I will accrue nothing but good karma! There shall not be a single negative thought to cross my mind. As in, nothing selfish or cruel. As I said in my last post--I'm back to pessimism and cynicism; I'm just happier that way, is all. That's my mechanism for getting through life. Anyway, this weekend I spent with Shana and so that was fun. We had an X-Men marathon haha And also watched one of those full marathons of America's next Top Model (Cycle 10-one of the best). Every time a commercial came on we muted the TV and read our stuff for class. So it was a productive weekend too. And I decided to devote every minute of my days to school work now. I have a test in Sociology on Wednesday--the first of the year. And then I keep thinking about my final paper for Perdue at the end of the semester and how much I want to do a good job on that. So I should start working on that now.
I need to get straight what I will do following graduation in May. Whatever that goal is...I just can't fail again.
Well that's that. I just wanted to prove I was alive.
And so as of today Elizabeth is turning over a new leaf. I will accrue nothing but good karma! There shall not be a single negative thought to cross my mind. As in, nothing selfish or cruel. As I said in my last post--I'm back to pessimism and cynicism; I'm just happier that way, is all. That's my mechanism for getting through life. Anyway, this weekend I spent with Shana and so that was fun. We had an X-Men marathon haha And also watched one of those full marathons of America's next Top Model (Cycle 10-one of the best). Every time a commercial came on we muted the TV and read our stuff for class. So it was a productive weekend too. And I decided to devote every minute of my days to school work now. I have a test in Sociology on Wednesday--the first of the year. And then I keep thinking about my final paper for Perdue at the end of the semester and how much I want to do a good job on that. So I should start working on that now.
I need to get straight what I will do following graduation in May. Whatever that goal is...I just can't fail again.
Well that's that. I just wanted to prove I was alive.