Apr 01, 2006 19:08
Reading a group of novels by an atheist, such sadness. His books are filled with too much lies, he doesn't even know what he's against, plus he HATES C.S. Lewis, that shows his liberal brilliance of love and compassion. I have one book down and two more to go. I almost pity him, but why pity the weak minded? This reminds me of the disagreement with Chase, I sent the last message to him, knowing it was checkmate, and what happens? No response, it's been over a month, thank God, I never wanted to get another message from Chase anyway. Jason is absurd for thinking Chase and I had anything is common.
Mary Elisabeth thinks I need to stop hanging around Jason, she's right, however, I only see him at school, and we only "hang" out when we study for test. Why can't I have decent acquaintances? I have good friends, but granted they I can count on one hand; my many acquaintances, are, swingers, druggies, confused, and zealots? Even though I get along with these people better, I'm thankful for the Deceiver for misleading me on who I can trust; the swingers and druggies are less judgmental, from my observation so far. Thank you Deceiver for keeping me cognizant of those around me; isn't weird that the ones that I feel safest with on trust are the ones that do more harm in lifestyle?