figured it would take them too long to look up
so i'm updating. look at me goooo.
anywho,
back at school. it's j-term which means i am going to be spending the next seven days or so in an inexhaustible stupor, of doing nothing. i'm not taking classes and seeing as i have no life and all of my friends and boyfriend do...well it cuts down on my options.
so here i sit. i've been sleeping for like ever. it seems like that's all i've done since coming back. which is a welcome change considering that all i did when i was home was work. unless i was being surprised by jay or robin/max/nav/jay.
you know i thought i had something to say, but i really don't. not so much. i mean, i can feel things shifting again. i'm in a totally different place today than i was a year ago. all the brett stuff has just fallen away and now i'm here, in this place, where things fit and people are pretty much happy. it's strange. i never thought this is where i would be. i mean, i'm sitting at my computer. i'm listening to the shins. i haven't been able to listen to the shins and really enjoy them in so so long. but all the baggage is gone. they are just the shins again.
the pieces of my life, all the bits that flew when i broke, have come back together, they fit different but they still fit. it's just, wow, this is a lame entry.
i like that he smells like cigarettes, coffee and old spice.
i moved stuff around in my room. my bed is against a wall now. and the dresser doesn't really fit where i put it, but i think i am going to keep it there. i need to find a place to put my damn fridge. and then i need to go buy food to put in it.
nan and i are going to go buy books later. i'm super excited cause buying books is actually one of my favorite things about college. i love the look of the new books, even the used ones with the totally useless stuff highlighted. it is amazing to me that people never highlight the same stuff and still come out of a class understanding the same things. doesn't make any sense i swear to god. so new books. but i still need to get a new class, i think i am going to drop my colloquium for photography. cause i want to.
blah blah, more coherent later. not now.
anywho,
back at school. it's j-term which means i am going to be spending the next seven days or so in an inexhaustible stupor, of doing nothing. i'm not taking classes and seeing as i have no life and all of my friends and boyfriend do...well it cuts down on my options.
so here i sit. i've been sleeping for like ever. it seems like that's all i've done since coming back. which is a welcome change considering that all i did when i was home was work. unless i was being surprised by jay or robin/max/nav/jay.
you know i thought i had something to say, but i really don't. not so much. i mean, i can feel things shifting again. i'm in a totally different place today than i was a year ago. all the brett stuff has just fallen away and now i'm here, in this place, where things fit and people are pretty much happy. it's strange. i never thought this is where i would be. i mean, i'm sitting at my computer. i'm listening to the shins. i haven't been able to listen to the shins and really enjoy them in so so long. but all the baggage is gone. they are just the shins again.
the pieces of my life, all the bits that flew when i broke, have come back together, they fit different but they still fit. it's just, wow, this is a lame entry.
i like that he smells like cigarettes, coffee and old spice.
i moved stuff around in my room. my bed is against a wall now. and the dresser doesn't really fit where i put it, but i think i am going to keep it there. i need to find a place to put my damn fridge. and then i need to go buy food to put in it.
nan and i are going to go buy books later. i'm super excited cause buying books is actually one of my favorite things about college. i love the look of the new books, even the used ones with the totally useless stuff highlighted. it is amazing to me that people never highlight the same stuff and still come out of a class understanding the same things. doesn't make any sense i swear to god. so new books. but i still need to get a new class, i think i am going to drop my colloquium for photography. cause i want to.
blah blah, more coherent later. not now.