Mar 29, 2006 23:57
i am thinner, or at least that's what my mirrors' telling me. personally, i think it's a set up b/c it's a week til Jamie's prom and once my dress gets here, I will have gained, i repeat gained back those 3 lbs. but truly, i do not caaaaaare.
i have been thinking alot more than usual, which is pretty scary, and i've come to this conclusion: everything is uncertain but eventual. a bit like the stephen king book. this is pretty fucking scary considering i have another year of schooling left. and even then, i'll have to decide whether it's off to Germany for a year or to CCC, UNCW, or (hopefully) Emerson. i'm terrified. i thought about this today as i cleaned, listened to music, and made dinner. a span of 4 to 6 hours, people. i just hope i don't start losing hair like Nicole Richie. i've also decided to sell out and get a weave for prom. Mmmm, Hawaiian Siiiiiilky...
caitlin coons, you call me tomorrow, capische? i refuse to let another break go by without us hanging out.
jeez, i'm cold. so it's bedness for now, niglets.