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one time, when i was 16, i tried to commit suicide.
i thought the world was just a bunch of bullshit.
i tried, but i didnt succeed.
im glad i didnt.
five seconds after i popped all those pills, i wished i hadnt.
i got my stomach pumped and faced all the humiliation.
do you know what its like to have your family look at you like youre filthy, like they wish it had worked and you hadnt been so chicken shit?
i do.
i dont care anymore though.
i have my own family, a family where bllod lines dont mean shit.
they are my friends, the best people anyone could know.
but now, i am being forced to move to a different state, where i wont have anything.
im going to be stripped of my life as i know it.
and all because of what?
i lick fucking vaginas?
this is real bullshit, and ever since that day where my parents came to get me at the hospital, i knew, i wasnt welcome in their home.
well, now im leaving, and i hope they are happy.
im leaving wednesday.
wish me luck everyone.
i thought the world was just a bunch of bullshit.
i tried, but i didnt succeed.
im glad i didnt.
five seconds after i popped all those pills, i wished i hadnt.
i got my stomach pumped and faced all the humiliation.
do you know what its like to have your family look at you like youre filthy, like they wish it had worked and you hadnt been so chicken shit?
i do.
i dont care anymore though.
i have my own family, a family where bllod lines dont mean shit.
they are my friends, the best people anyone could know.
but now, i am being forced to move to a different state, where i wont have anything.
im going to be stripped of my life as i know it.
and all because of what?
i lick fucking vaginas?
this is real bullshit, and ever since that day where my parents came to get me at the hospital, i knew, i wasnt welcome in their home.
well, now im leaving, and i hope they are happy.
im leaving wednesday.
wish me luck everyone.