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Oh, God! Politicians can be incredibly annoying. I'm reading news now. I believe in politics with all my heart, but politicians? that's a different story. They lost my trust and respect since I was born.
On him. Well, I received some very good news. He's doing what he loves and that genuinely makes me happy. I hate to still think about him in a good way. But, that's what I do.
Yesterday we went to Chilli's and I had a horrible mood. I don't know why. Well, in part I do. I felt so horribly guilty to be there to eat. I felt that I was going to gain lots and lots of weight. I didn't actually eat and my friends notice. All night they were asking me what was happening to me. I couldn't tell them, I am feeling guilty everytime that I eat. Then, they'll worried. But I am working on this. I am watching everything that I eat,so I won't feel bad. And, then, his friend was bothering me all night. But, I didn't care up until one point. My two girls were kind of fighting, and I said to him, well, you and I, let's talk. He thought I meant about J. So, he laughed. Then, when I realized that he meant that, I didn't meant that. He said, oh. Then, he asked me how I was going to name my offsprings, I told him one specific name related to his daddy and I totally forgot about it. He laughed and laughed. He said, wait till I'll tell him. Gosh, now he's going to think I am dying to see him and I'm just talking about him. And, thought, that's true, I don't want him to think that. Then, he'll think I'm desperate about him which is not true. I can be so forgetful at times. I have to watch what I say in front of his friend!
Well, now I am going to prepare for tomorrow and the rest of this week.
On him. Well, I received some very good news. He's doing what he loves and that genuinely makes me happy. I hate to still think about him in a good way. But, that's what I do.
Yesterday we went to Chilli's and I had a horrible mood. I don't know why. Well, in part I do. I felt so horribly guilty to be there to eat. I felt that I was going to gain lots and lots of weight. I didn't actually eat and my friends notice. All night they were asking me what was happening to me. I couldn't tell them, I am feeling guilty everytime that I eat. Then, they'll worried. But I am working on this. I am watching everything that I eat,so I won't feel bad. And, then, his friend was bothering me all night. But, I didn't care up until one point. My two girls were kind of fighting, and I said to him, well, you and I, let's talk. He thought I meant about J. So, he laughed. Then, when I realized that he meant that, I didn't meant that. He said, oh. Then, he asked me how I was going to name my offsprings, I told him one specific name related to his daddy and I totally forgot about it. He laughed and laughed. He said, wait till I'll tell him. Gosh, now he's going to think I am dying to see him and I'm just talking about him. And, thought, that's true, I don't want him to think that. Then, he'll think I'm desperate about him which is not true. I can be so forgetful at times. I have to watch what I say in front of his friend!
Well, now I am going to prepare for tomorrow and the rest of this week.