Everyone says...
That every cloud has a silver lining, but.. well.. every sunbeam has a blackhole.
Quu played hookie, I got up, did dishes, played some Lost Odyssey, then headed for my doctors appointment. Got there at a good time, very little waiting, got in, got out. Stopped by Titans to say Hi to android18sl for a good long while, then ran to World Market to find a flour sifter. They didn't have one. Got one at Target i wasn't really impressed with but was the only one they had. Got home though rush hour traffic then started making my egg noodles.
I.. ruin.. every.... thing... I... touch...
Fucked up the dough so bad it's unusable. Added way too much water, so it would heat up in the mixer attachment and then all stick together as it came out. Managed to get like.. 10 noodles to work out right. Was going to just roll it out with my rolling pin and hand cut them, but realized the counters hadn't been properly washed so ALL of it was ruined.
Gods I suck..
Oh.. did i mention I ruined that flour sifter before I had even had a chance to use it? Was washing it out before using and accidentally pushed too hard and fucked up the wire mesh screen on the top.
Yes..
That bad...
And today was going soo soo well.
It's very very hard not to throw things and scream and yell. Just feels like I can't do anything right.