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The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)
Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?
Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.
Your exact opposite:
Genghis Khunt
Random Brutal Sex Master
Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.
You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.
ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth
CONSIDER: The Loverboy
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But besides that...earlier today I had so much energy, I was singing and dancing alone in my room. Its been a while since I've done that...a while being like, since I was at home. I mean, I was going all out. LOL. I'm just happy...my life is starting to fall into place here. I know who my friends are. I know who I can talk to about what. I feel like I can really share personal things with certain people, and that's all I need, really.
That plus other goodness...solo for choir! :) I don't even know how that happened, seeing as there were no formal auditions - basically she's just heard us all sing at some point, sometimes she calls on us, sometimes we volunteer to sing something alone...that sorta thing you know? Finally, I can feel ok about my voice again. Despite the fact that I'm using my throat too much or whatever. Hmm. Working on that in voice lessons is unbelievably tiring.
And other things falling into place, too - like doing decently (or at least not below what I realistically expect of myself) in classes.
Damn. OK, so some of you know about how my parents got my horoscope done without me knowing about it, and then I got annoyed at them, and then my mom let some of it leak out to me? Well part of it was that I was going through a really rough time from mid-2003 through now - as in, I'd do so much work, and yet the results wouldn't be that great...that sort of thing. Plus other things in my life which I don't wish to discuss in detail here...but the point is he said that around Nov 2005 everything would start to look up for me, that things would fall into place...etc...I have to wonder if there was truth in that or if its just that things are working because I believed somewhere deep inside that November was going to be the start of something new for me.
I guess I can never know. Though I present myself as a skeptic of horoscopes and stuff, I have to admit, I do place a good deal of faith in them (the real kind, not the newspaper ones, mind you)...can you really explain how two people as different as my parents could be so compatible? Same applies to so many of the other couples in my family. And there are a few matches in the family considered unsually good - and seriously, without my mom telling me which ones they were, I was able to guess - its like, you couldn't imagine anyone in the world that would fit better with either of these two people sort of thing.
That said, I'm a total hopeless romantic as we all know, and I'll never get an arranged marriage. My horoscope even mentions my stubbornness on this point...
But you know, the astrologer did say (as I often do) - what is meant to be will be - as in, even if a marriage isn't arranged, somehow those two people will find each other. I believe in fate. You don't have to believe in that - in fact, I hope several of you don't, because its nice to not know how the world works. Gives us something to contemplate.
So I'll contemplate. While I sleep. Off to dreamland.