Rainy Days
Rainy Days
Pairing:G-Ri
This thought came to mind one day at work while it was raining super hard and we had no customers. I can not be held responsible for what is said. Its all a figment of my imagination and to be honest, my imagination tends to run a little wild when Im sitting there with nothing to do but daydream. Hope you enjoy!!
P.S. IDK how good this is. My first attempt at a One Shot. *hides behind a pillow* Im so nervous!
It was one of those blessed off days in the BigBang dorm. No schedule to stick to or rehearsal to attend. YG had given them time off to rest for a couple days. Rest they all needed desperately. But it was raining today, and any hopes of actually spending time outside of the dorm was impossible. TOP and Daesung were watching movies and Young Bae was sprawled out on his bed catching up on much needed sleep. Ji Yong was probably in his room too...working on a masterpiece that would soon be called a new song release for BigBang. But Seungri wasn't inside. He was standing on the balcony in the pouring rain. Every drop finding a new place to soak. The wind blew his now drenched hair as much as it could while he overlooked Seoul with restless eyes. His dark circles seemed darker with every moment he stayed awake. Thoughts running through his mind and emotions on the verge of boiling over the edge. He was tired. Not tired of this life. He loved this world he lived in. He was happy in the sense of what he does. Being a member of a top Idol group and performing for fans who loved and adored him. But he was tired of not being able to love. The one who made him the happiest to just be himself. The one who seemed to pay close attention to him. Kwon Ji Yong. He was tired of pretending to be happy when he noticed the older man flirting with girls during interviews and photo shoots. He was tired of going to bed alone. Dreaming of him until he woke in the early morning hours and laid there in silence not able to shut his eyes without seeing the other's face. His silent sobs while showering and his fake cheerful mood were coming down on him hard. He couldnt help the urge to touch him whenever the two were close enough. But he always resisted the sweet temptation that was Ji Yong. His beautiful cheeky smile and adorable pouts that rivaled his own. Ji Yong was the one Seungri couldnt get out of his head and even worse...Ji Yong was the one whom he hadnt spoken to in 7 days. 7 days, 8 hours, and 34 minutes to be exact. It was crushing him. He slipped up. He let his desire get the best of him. His body took over and acted without instruction. How could he be so stupid he thought to him self. That day replayed over and over again in his mind.
* * * *
"Ri what are you doing?!!"
"I-I'm sorry hyung...I dont know what came over me"
"Like hell you dont!!"
Seungri reached out to touch Ji Yong but the older jerked away. Frightened by the sudden attack.
"Hyung.."
"Dont fucking touch me Ri. Keep the fuck away from me."
"But hyung!!"
"But nothing!!! You kissed me!! You fucking kissed me!"
"I-I didnt mean to!"
"Yeah right!! You dont just happen to jump on someone! Its planned out! You must have meant to!"
"NO!! I swear! Hyung please!!!"
"Fuck off Ri"
Ji Yong closed the door behind him as he stormed out, leaving a broken down Seungri alone in the room. Why had he done such a thing? What was wrong with him? Every question imaginable came to mind when he hit the ground. Head burried in his hands, he just cried alone. He couldnt hear the sound of the door re-open over his sobs nor could he hear the silent whisper of his name from the door way. Daesung had watched the whole thing. Coming around the corner, he witnessed this so called "attack". He heard the "Dont fucking touch me" and he heard the pain in every tear that hit the floor. He wanted so much to run to the youngest member and hug him, but he didnt want to embarrass him with the thought of someone else knowing what just happened. He decided to stand in the door and be there incase Seungri felt the need to talk. Until then, he would be left alone on the floor crying until his eyes ached for relief.
* * * *
It was almost 8 days ago and it still stung like it had happened 2 minutes ago. He stood there in the rain hoping that the water would wash away the feeling of loneliness and embarrassment. He didnt know what to do. He couldnt knock on Ji's door. It would only end up in more yelling. The more he thought about it, the more he became depressed. The sun was starting to set and the moon was slowly peaking out through the purple colored sky. Seungri had been out in the rain for hours. TOP was fed up with his sulking. He couldnt stand to see him like this anymore. As he opened the door to tell Seungri to come in, he heard him sneeze in the cold air.
"Look its time for you to come in now"
"I'm *sneezing* fine. Dont worry about me"
"Dammit Ri whatever it is, you need to get over it! Dont be stupid!! Your making yourself sick! Literally! You've been out here in this god awful weather for hours now! Man up and get your ass in here!"
But he had been stupid. That was the whole reason he was out here. His stupid actions. His stupid desires. His stupid want is what got him in this mess in the first place. But TOP was right. He was getting sick and the cold night air was whipping through him. He sniffled and walked into the house. Dripping wet, he passed all the eyes that looked at him with worry. Daesung's sorrowful eyes, and Young Bae's sleepy eyes watched him just walk by. He even walked right by Ji Yong. He didnt notice him. He only noticed the difference in temperature when he stepped foot in the house. Sneezing and sniffling, he walked into the bathroom to take a much needed hot shower.
* * * *
His shower was what he needed to get his body temp back up, but the sneezing only got worse. Not only was he alone, now he had a cold. Huddled in his covers with only the dimmed light from his table lamp, Seungri shivered in his bed. A light tap on the door was the only sound to be heard over his chattering teeth. "Come in".
"I..um...brought you some soup..."
Seungri looked up to find Ji Yong standing in the door way with a bowl of piping hot soup on a tray. The sight made his throat swell. Did he care enough to bring him soup? Or was he feeling sorry for him? Either conclusion was enough to have him crying all over again.
'T-thanks. You can just leave it on the night stand. You dont have to pity me"
"YA!! How could you be stupid enough to stand out in the rain! What is wrong with you?!"
"Looks like I do alot of stupid things lately right hyung?"
The retort caused a once furious Ji to fall silent. He didnt know how to be in this situation.
"Seun.."
"Just go."
One hand on the door knob, he locked it instead of leaving.
"No."
"What?"
"I'm not leaving you here to cry alone."
"Who told you I was crying?"
"I could hear you through your door. I tried to force myself to knock but...I always ran away to my room.
"What do you mean?"
Ji Yong sighed and stood infront of the puzzled boy
"Ri..I'm sorry ok? You just...You startled me! You dont just jump on someone and kiss them! You cant rush into that! atleast hint that its coming! I was scared and didnt know how to react."
"What do you mean hint that its coming?"
Ji reached out a hand and ran it through Seungri's dark hair, sending a shiver down the youngers spine. He traced his jawline with his finger tips and raised his chin upward so he was looking directly into his eyes. He leaned in until his lips were inches from the younger man's, inhaling every breath the other exhaled.
"Ask me to kiss you Ri."
"But...you.."
"Ask me"
Seungri bit his lower lip in confusion. He didnt know what to do now. He wanted to ask but then again what would happen? Would he get yelled at again? So many thoughts...
"Hyung..."
With that, Ji Yong took that as a beginning to the question. He trapped the younger boy's lips with his own and let the rest happen naturally. Eyes closed, Ji was dominate in what he wanted. His tongue traced Seungri's lower lip and begged for entrance. Once allowed in, he explored every flavor and texture of the other's mouth. Heat radiated off his body, much needed heat that Seungri was very thankful for. Both boys heads began to spin with the sweet scent of the other. Their tongues seemed to dance around in perfect harmony. Seconds seemed like minutes, time was standing still for them. As Ji pulled away, the younger lightly nibbled on the others lip in protest. Not now. You cant stop yet.
"Hyung..."
Ji quickly crawled onto the bed and sat behind the shivering maknae. He tightened the blanket round his cold frame and wrapped his legs round the other's waist. His arms snaked around Seungri in a snug hold. The younger leaned back and comfortably sank into the embrace.
"Ri, I never meant to hurt you."
"Its ok Ji."
"No its not. I will never forgive myself. From now on, its my goal to make you happy."
"You already have"
"Well atleast let me pretend that im working at making you happy. "
"ok...*sneezing*"
"Dammit Ri I cant believe you got yourself sick. What am I supposed to do with you?!"
"Hmm...Feed me soup!!"
Ji couldnt help the sudden burst of laughter that escaped his lips. How could he resist something so cute?
"Alright. Alright. Open your mouth and say ahh!"
"AHHH!"
THE END
The random things that pop in my head right?? Hope you guys enjoyed it!