I'm not back quite yet
First of all let me say I MISS MY BABIES!!!!!!! /squishes each of you individually until you all turn blue.
I have a date for my return. Dec. 11. YAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! So you can expect me then!!!
So let me start by saying why I finally went into hiatus mode. As you know, I had tickets to the Nov.3 show for the BigBang Alive Tour. Well I was so caught up in it and my life was revolving around it at the time. My grades started slipping because instead of studying, I was online every waking moment discussing concert events, meet ups, Tabi's birthday song from the fans, hotel arrangements, flight info, rental car info, and everything else that went along with it. Two days before the concert, my father had severe pains in his mouth and I told him to go to the doctor. The day before, he had to have emergency surgery because his mouth was infected. So that meant no flying with him to Cali. So why not ask my mom?? I did. Aaaaaand she wanted to attend the concert as well. DING DING DING RED ALERT! I bought the last tickets in my section back in September. So she wouldn't have been able to sit with me. So!!! She said "If I can't go then nobody is going". I searched and searched and I couldn't find a way to get her anywhere near me. So she said "we aren't going." I had planned for this and it was crumbling I front of me. Meanwhile my grandma is sitting there near tears because she knew no hard I worked for it. So I cried because that was like over $1000 going down the drain. I cried because I had a chance to see the boys in person and it was ripped away. I cried because I put everything into the trip and I wasn't even going. So I tried to sell my tickets. But nobody wanted them. Found someone to give them to. For free. Because I really wanted a VIP to attend. He lived in Cali. But he lived four hours away and things were getting too complicated for him so we ended up just talking about the concert and how close we both were to going. Later i went to work and got a phone call. My cousin decided she wanted to try and commit suicide. Another trip to the hospital. She took a handful of anti depressants and had been in the hospital three days before we were called. Thankfully the paramedics arrived to her before any damage happened. She is still in the hospital awaiting a bed in the psychiatric ward. She has no brain damage or internal issues. She is fine now. But she isn't talking to anyone. And now final projects are coming and I really need to study. So!!! This is why I left the way I did. But I have been prepping for my return!!!!! Outlined a fic thats in the works. How do you feel about a Crossover?? That fic meme Martina had us do was really fun. And I fell for Minho and Bae as a couple. Sooooo expect a cliche college AU for that! Lol I even changed my theme and user pic on my page to prepp for a glorious comeback because its been the same for almost a year now and I hated it. Aaaaaand it's the holidays and I wanted to say happy Thanksgiving to everyone! And also spazz about ri getting a twitter. Just cuz I wasn't on it doesn't mean I didn't see!!! Followed him and everything! HE IS SO ADORABLE AND FLUFFY AND FULL OF FAIL ENGRISH AND UGHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Maknae!!!!!!!!! I love you!!!!! Then Bae has a new tattoo that nobody has seen yet and I'm excited! (You guys know I have a thing for tattoos and piercings right? Like I'm planning on getting some soon and ima be the most adorable tattoo/piercing clad person ever!) anywho!!!! I wanted to pop in and say HEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYY!
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