[006] Family Times

Aug 28, 2008 10:35

That video was one of the most pointless things to be shown. Why try to reclaim something that was never there?

Why do I not want to remember it?

sensativity bullshit, family, ic post, uchihas

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talk2thegoggles August 28 2008, 12:13:19 UTC
...but it was there. The video proved that.

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lethalchimera August 28 2008, 14:01:32 UTC
It did not prove anything to that effect. I did not see anything there between us except for my ...brother... enjoying the company of his cousin.

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talk2thegoggles August 28 2008, 14:07:17 UTC
Sass wouldn't go anywhere with me if you weren't hanging around. If you went inside to finish reading, we went inside. When I made up fantasy games that would not work in real life, you pointed that out, er, helpfully.

That was how we played together. It was fun.

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lethalchimera August 28 2008, 14:44:50 UTC
...........

From a professional point of view... do you have any idea or suggestions on why I can't remember this?

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talk2thegoggles August 28 2008, 15:07:46 UTC
Someone has faith in my professional point of view! Ok, calm, remember what they taught you in college.

Well, I don't really know what happened to you after you were sent away. But it obviously led to something as horrific as...the reason you're here now. So to live that other life you had to repress happy memories like being with your family. Plus, understandably, you have trust issues and allowing yourself to remember would cloud your judgement - I noticed in your survey answers you're very focused on survival.

You'll still have those memories somewhere, you just can't access them. But that is something that can change with time.

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lethalchimera August 28 2008, 15:39:54 UTC
Honestly, do you think it is going to have a worthwhile outcome in the end? One has already condemned me for the reaction that was beyond my control and his opinion has been told more than once on what he sees about myself. What is the greater purpose of this and for who?

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talk2thegoggles August 28 2008, 15:49:30 UTC
The thing about Sass is that you pretty much have to ignore everything he says and know what he really means. The rule generally is the more attention he pays to you, even if he's insulting you or punching you in the face, the more he cares about you. Or, I guess in your case, wants to care about you.

The greater purpose is always for you to be happy. And for us all to be a family again. Even if the older generation made mistakes, that was never Sass's fault. I should have tried harder to fix it. So I'm sorry for that.

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lethalchimera August 29 2008, 00:52:29 UTC
....I don't know if I can be the person that he needs. That I should be. Is it possible that some people can not be changed?

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talk2thegoggles August 29 2008, 12:53:56 UTC
Everyone can change, Itachi. You just have to want to. Sass needs his brother back - I know you two can work it out. I'm not saying it will happen quickly, but it's a worthwhile goal. And I'll help you both, of course.

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lethalchimera August 29 2008, 13:09:27 UTC
I understand.

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