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i have been trying to sleep since 12. i'm having trouble breathing all of a sudden, i am freaking out. i think it is because i am starting to consider the possibility of me having any form of depression because i am so emotional all the time. what is wrong with me? i'm so happy and then i just feel like crap out of nowhere. and then i get mad at people. :( jon said he was calling me tonight, but i guess he wont be.... okay. i need to stop it.