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Well I had an awesome weekend. Saturday was awesome. So was Sunday. My mom invited Duke over after church. We watched a few movies. It was cool. Then, to surprise him even more, my mom gave him a hug before he left. Lol. That was cool. So I practically got to spend the entire weekend with him. I loved every minute of it. I miss him so much already. Hopefully him and his dad come up this weekend for church. They want us to come over next week and have dinner w/ them. I can't believe how smoothly this is all going. God is definately on our sides, that's for sure. My knee is still killing me. It really kills to walk up stairs. I hope I can swim alright tonight. If not, I'll just have to work my upper body then. Fun stuff. I was walking around the kitchen earlier today when this pain shot right up from my knee into my lower back. It hurt like a son of a bitch. I'm trying to stay in a good mood, but my attempts aren't really working. I've been such an idiot lately and the worst part is, what I've been doing, I kept hearing this little voice telling me not to, but I still did it. Ugh. Fucked up once. I pray to God I don't fuck up again. And I won't. I know I won't. I'd better not. I don't know what I would do if I fucked up again. I can't even handle that thought. Oh well. I'm not going to think about it. I just gotta let this go, and not do it again. Ok, I can do this. I'll feel better once I've had a chance to prove to myself that I WILL not fuck up again. Tomorrow is going to be a good day. I don't know how I know, but I just know. Anywho, I am going to go eat. Later y'all