i wish i owned a gun
...it all sounded too good to acctually happen.
i was again treated like a five year old bastard.
i got my hopes high to only witness what i have been for the past 17
years of my life. great. so im not going back go utah. not now that is.
"all i want is for you to be happy!" ... "well you did a mighty hell of a goodjob by making me belive i was gonna be happy again".
rawr.
that's all i can say. rawr. well fuck it. im going to get a job,
help my fucking pathetic father pay his fucking stupid ass bills,
the bills that his "job" would pay for, and it'd be all be great.
stupid fucking bill that only exsist because he's a fucking dumb ass
and can't say no to a dumb fucking bitch that always wants new furniture,
or new clothes, or a new car. i guess when it comes down to deal with
women the bertellis have no idea how to do it. yeah...it's a gene.
well anway, im going to get a job, help him pay his fucking bill,
then save the rest and leave as soon as i can. as soon as i have enough money to support myself and not need any help from anyone.
im not going to go to college. if i were to go to college my dad would
pay for some stuff, but im not going to do that. as soon as i can i will
leave, and i dont want anything to do with my family, they are all shit.
i've never been around a family that is more dysfunctional than mine.
i have a dad, that all he does is drink, and work. yeah he's working all
the time to support us, but even when he doesnt have to work, or anything
to work on, he finds some stack of paper with fucking numbers on it and
goes and works on that...instead of taking his family out to a fucking
movie. then he asks me why i am depressed, and that i am a fucking lazy ass
because i dont leave the house. if i knew my way i would buddy. then there's the bitch. that's all i can about her. she has an extremelly annoying voice,
she looks like a fucking chimpanzee, and all she does is eat, bitch, sleep, and spend money. there's daniel. i love the kid to death, but all he does is fucking play fucking stupid wrestling games. oh well that's what he's into.
i like my music,...so i guess i've never been around a more dysfunctional set of parents ever. yeah...
ok that's about it. i am starving, and i just woke up. well i woke up like... acouple minutes ago, but yeah. back to being stupid and depressed.
i think it's funny how for the past 2 days i've been like...the happiest
kid in this house, aaaaallllllllll because i thought i was going back.
lol. makes me think of how much my friends mean to me.
aight.
bye
i was again treated like a five year old bastard.
i got my hopes high to only witness what i have been for the past 17
years of my life. great. so im not going back go utah. not now that is.
"all i want is for you to be happy!" ... "well you did a mighty hell of a goodjob by making me belive i was gonna be happy again".
rawr.
that's all i can say. rawr. well fuck it. im going to get a job,
help my fucking pathetic father pay his fucking stupid ass bills,
the bills that his "job" would pay for, and it'd be all be great.
stupid fucking bill that only exsist because he's a fucking dumb ass
and can't say no to a dumb fucking bitch that always wants new furniture,
or new clothes, or a new car. i guess when it comes down to deal with
women the bertellis have no idea how to do it. yeah...it's a gene.
well anway, im going to get a job, help him pay his fucking bill,
then save the rest and leave as soon as i can. as soon as i have enough money to support myself and not need any help from anyone.
im not going to go to college. if i were to go to college my dad would
pay for some stuff, but im not going to do that. as soon as i can i will
leave, and i dont want anything to do with my family, they are all shit.
i've never been around a family that is more dysfunctional than mine.
i have a dad, that all he does is drink, and work. yeah he's working all
the time to support us, but even when he doesnt have to work, or anything
to work on, he finds some stack of paper with fucking numbers on it and
goes and works on that...instead of taking his family out to a fucking
movie. then he asks me why i am depressed, and that i am a fucking lazy ass
because i dont leave the house. if i knew my way i would buddy. then there's the bitch. that's all i can about her. she has an extremelly annoying voice,
she looks like a fucking chimpanzee, and all she does is eat, bitch, sleep, and spend money. there's daniel. i love the kid to death, but all he does is fucking play fucking stupid wrestling games. oh well that's what he's into.
i like my music,...so i guess i've never been around a more dysfunctional set of parents ever. yeah...
ok that's about it. i am starving, and i just woke up. well i woke up like... acouple minutes ago, but yeah. back to being stupid and depressed.
i think it's funny how for the past 2 days i've been like...the happiest
kid in this house, aaaaallllllllll because i thought i was going back.
lol. makes me think of how much my friends mean to me.
aight.
bye