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im moving back to utah.
...in jan. or feb.
my mom is making me move back, and live with dante.
they both want me to go back, and so does karen... so i have to go to horizonte, get my ged...get a job, and get an aprt. dante said that i could live with breno, until i got a place of my own. i dont know if i've ever mentioned breno to you pacha..but breno and dante have been best friend since they where born. breno lives in california at the moment, but he's moving back to utah...so dante said i could possibly live with him. that'd be tight cuz breno and i could rock out, and i'd make him cook me food, cuz he does it well.
so yeah. i am in this position, and it's hard to choose.
leave my dear brother, and my mother here with my father and be happy back at where i think i belong, or... stay here just to keep daniel company. i am mostly worried about daniel. i dont think i can leave without him. :( i love him too much...if i leave he wont have anyone to say his dumb wrestling lines to, or he wont have anyone to pick him up from school, or anyone to go bother him when he's studying.
i want to "screw it" to the idea of pleasuring other people, because i always seem to put everyone else before me, but daniel isnt "everyone else" he's my lil poopy.
:x
i mean, i can go get an aprt, then make him come live with me. i'd already have a place for him to stay at when he comes back...so that's good i guess.
but i am also afraid to move back. i will have to get a job to pay for all of my bills, and i think like half of my food money... i wont be able to use my car at first, because one it still needs to be fixed a lil bit more, and i think the insurance would be expensive.
who knows?
but i dont think i will be leaving so soon... i told dante it'd be smarter for me to get a job here, save up money, so that i can put a down payment on the aprt. i dont like the idea of living with dante and karen. total invasion of privacy.
well yeah. i go now to the food building, to purchase some healthy goods such as: soy milk, bread, carrots, CHICKEN FAJITAS HOT POCKETS!!!, yeah...
i shouldnt be eating meat...that's what dante said. i dont know if he was trying to convert me into being a vegan kid like him, or if he ment it.
MWAK.
ok PEACE
...in jan. or feb.
my mom is making me move back, and live with dante.
they both want me to go back, and so does karen... so i have to go to horizonte, get my ged...get a job, and get an aprt. dante said that i could live with breno, until i got a place of my own. i dont know if i've ever mentioned breno to you pacha..but breno and dante have been best friend since they where born. breno lives in california at the moment, but he's moving back to utah...so dante said i could possibly live with him. that'd be tight cuz breno and i could rock out, and i'd make him cook me food, cuz he does it well.
so yeah. i am in this position, and it's hard to choose.
leave my dear brother, and my mother here with my father and be happy back at where i think i belong, or... stay here just to keep daniel company. i am mostly worried about daniel. i dont think i can leave without him. :( i love him too much...if i leave he wont have anyone to say his dumb wrestling lines to, or he wont have anyone to pick him up from school, or anyone to go bother him when he's studying.
i want to "screw it" to the idea of pleasuring other people, because i always seem to put everyone else before me, but daniel isnt "everyone else" he's my lil poopy.
:x
i mean, i can go get an aprt, then make him come live with me. i'd already have a place for him to stay at when he comes back...so that's good i guess.
but i am also afraid to move back. i will have to get a job to pay for all of my bills, and i think like half of my food money... i wont be able to use my car at first, because one it still needs to be fixed a lil bit more, and i think the insurance would be expensive.
who knows?
but i dont think i will be leaving so soon... i told dante it'd be smarter for me to get a job here, save up money, so that i can put a down payment on the aprt. i dont like the idea of living with dante and karen. total invasion of privacy.
well yeah. i go now to the food building, to purchase some healthy goods such as: soy milk, bread, carrots, CHICKEN FAJITAS HOT POCKETS!!!, yeah...
i shouldnt be eating meat...that's what dante said. i dont know if he was trying to convert me into being a vegan kid like him, or if he ment it.
MWAK.
ok PEACE