You can not read loss, only feel it??

[letha1102]

The feeling of loss
an overwhelming burden
it pulls me under.
Drowning in a sea of uncertainty,
struggling for breath.
Will this end?
I can not say.
Will it change?
I can not say.

Where is my lifeline
Is anyone there?
Lost and alone
I cry for you
For me
For everything

I want to be better
Be more
anything really
but what I am.