Randomly Bad Poem
You told me that you loved me,
That I was your harts missing piece.
I was made whole and lifted high.
Nothing could harm me in this world of ours.
But not your heart is strayed.
I'm no longer in your heart.
I'm in pieces on the floor,
waiting to be washed into nothingness.
I don't know why I'm not good enough.
Why can't I see what others say they see?
I want to be like everyone else but I want to stand out.
I want to be more than what I am.
I just don't know how.
How do you stop being you long enough to be someone else?
Does she love me?
I don't know
Will she stay?
I don't know
Does she lie?
I don't know
Will she run?
I don't know
I guess
I don't know shit!
I write to release, but what am I releasing?
Anger, sadness, sanity
Does it leave me and seek out someone new?
or does it just wait around
Waiting for me to drop my shields.
Is the insanity I feel merely my own thoughts pounding against my weak mind?
That I was your harts missing piece.
I was made whole and lifted high.
Nothing could harm me in this world of ours.
But not your heart is strayed.
I'm no longer in your heart.
I'm in pieces on the floor,
waiting to be washed into nothingness.
I don't know why I'm not good enough.
Why can't I see what others say they see?
I want to be like everyone else but I want to stand out.
I want to be more than what I am.
I just don't know how.
How do you stop being you long enough to be someone else?
Does she love me?
I don't know
Will she stay?
I don't know
Does she lie?
I don't know
Will she run?
I don't know
I guess
I don't know shit!
I write to release, but what am I releasing?
Anger, sadness, sanity
Does it leave me and seek out someone new?
or does it just wait around
Waiting for me to drop my shields.
Is the insanity I feel merely my own thoughts pounding against my weak mind?