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Well this started out in English class...we hadda journal that sed "Are there things you would like to do that you don't? ......well it started there ... but by the end of it i went a lil off subject...just read..itz a lil long tho..
Ill start out with the first thing that comes to mind..a certain person who im not gonna name. But ive liked her for a while, would talk to her but im to shy i guess. Shes also older then me and has a boyfrend. But whatever i need to get over it, n i need focus on skool which brings me to my next subject. Id really like to excel in school but when it gets down to doing the work i get lazy. I also want guitar lessons, i love the guitar its just great but knwoing me id give up in a week or two.I guess what i really wanna do is change myself. Id like to get really drunk once in a while, but drugs n alcohol arent the asnwer. I want to rebel against my parents and show them that im not a kid anymore. I wanna get drunk of my ass everytime theres a problem in my life. I want to be able to express myself the way i want. I want to ask out ANY girl i think is hot for the hell of it. I want to get in a high speed car chase. I want to hardcore dance in the middle of a moshpit during the intro of Evergreen Terrace-No Donnie. I want to bring a dozen single roses and hand them out to people i like. I want to go up to someone i hate and punch them in the face and then stand there and laugh. I want to sleep through an entire day of school. I want to go into a Ferrari dealership with a silver suitcase and a expensive suit, buy an Enzo in cash and drive out of the dealership in it, drive around the block in it and then hit 40 mph and drive it straight in through the showroom window of the same dealership, get out of the car brush off my suit put on sum gucci sunglasses n walk out like nuthing happened. I want to rent an airplane to write sumthing "romantic" to some i like in the sky. I want to skydive. I want to just walk out in the middle of a class. I want to get my ears pierced and hair dyed and walk into a rich fat fancy person party and just stand there drinking .... when everyones staring at me i busta move . I wanna flip-off eevery self-ish, greedy, asshole i nthe world. I wanna walk into a quiet library with everyone working, have a big stereo and turn on sum death metal.. pull up a chair nxt to the stereo sit down and eat an apple. I want to tell anyone that gives me a weird look to fuck off. I wanna drive a benz to skool n if anyone scratches it ill jump them. I want a hookah in my room. I want a g/f. I wanna call her for no reason and just say hey how r u. i want to to tell her what she means to me. I want to hold hands while walking down the beach during a sunset as beautiful as her. I wanna help homeless people. I want EVERYONE to make a list like this n see how good it feels. I wanna dance for NO reason. I wanna be able to kill myself n then come back to life like in video games. I wanna e "cool". I wanna be social. I wanna be liked by people. I wanna sing in a metal band. I wanna play guitar for a indie/experimental band. I wanna be a memeber of linkin park. I want to read a book a day. I wanna be able to control the weather. I wanna be able to read peoples minds. I wanna be so rich that i can pay bands to come play music at my house. i wanna stop ppl from being sad..i wanna go to Club Ice in Vegas and get Paul Oakenfold and other GREAT DJs to play. i wanna buy alot of expensive things , vases n mirrors and also a bat..n then break all of that stuff i just bought. I wanna go clubbing. I wanna own a club. i wanna walk around like im the shyt. i wanna get away from everyone and everything once in a while. i wanna make great music no ones ever heard. i wanna be self-confident. i wanna act on my thoughts. i wanna be a smart ass. i wanna be able to carry on a conversation on any topic..no matter how stupid....i wanna buy friends n family stuff they need....I WANT FUCKEN FREEDOM ... i wanna be my own person...i dont wanna rely on ANYONE... i wanna dance in the middle of the street holding a hat for people to drop money in. i want to go to beverly hills and stand in front of a supermarket and clean pplz window without them letting me do it. i wanna drink tea with my pinky up. i wanna do the ipod dance. i wanna walk N.E. to class. i wanna send NE 19 dozen red roses for valentines day. i wanna tell the ppl that think there better then everyone else because they have more money that they can kiss my ass . i wanna dress up as a snowman and stand in sumones front yard while its snowing and when ppl walk by i throw snowballs at them and when they look around to see who did it they woukdnt know who it was. i wanna do the stuff i see on trigger happy tv. i wanna glue 35 quarters on top of each other onto a sidelwak and watch pplz reactions. i wanna tie a string to the middle of a doller put it into a vending machine and when its in pull hard so it rips the dollar and i get my soda and the vending machine gets JACK. i wanna walk up to a cop car and offer them weed.
I want alot of things...my day fucken sucked today but for sum reason after i wrote this i felt alot better..i did get a lil carried away tho........
wow.......fucken BS!!!!!!!!!!
Ill start out with the first thing that comes to mind..a certain person who im not gonna name. But ive liked her for a while, would talk to her but im to shy i guess. Shes also older then me and has a boyfrend. But whatever i need to get over it, n i need focus on skool which brings me to my next subject. Id really like to excel in school but when it gets down to doing the work i get lazy. I also want guitar lessons, i love the guitar its just great but knwoing me id give up in a week or two.I guess what i really wanna do is change myself. Id like to get really drunk once in a while, but drugs n alcohol arent the asnwer. I want to rebel against my parents and show them that im not a kid anymore. I wanna get drunk of my ass everytime theres a problem in my life. I want to be able to express myself the way i want. I want to ask out ANY girl i think is hot for the hell of it. I want to get in a high speed car chase. I want to hardcore dance in the middle of a moshpit during the intro of Evergreen Terrace-No Donnie. I want to bring a dozen single roses and hand them out to people i like. I want to go up to someone i hate and punch them in the face and then stand there and laugh. I want to sleep through an entire day of school. I want to go into a Ferrari dealership with a silver suitcase and a expensive suit, buy an Enzo in cash and drive out of the dealership in it, drive around the block in it and then hit 40 mph and drive it straight in through the showroom window of the same dealership, get out of the car brush off my suit put on sum gucci sunglasses n walk out like nuthing happened. I want to rent an airplane to write sumthing "romantic" to some i like in the sky. I want to skydive. I want to just walk out in the middle of a class. I want to get my ears pierced and hair dyed and walk into a rich fat fancy person party and just stand there drinking .... when everyones staring at me i busta move . I wanna flip-off eevery self-ish, greedy, asshole i nthe world. I wanna walk into a quiet library with everyone working, have a big stereo and turn on sum death metal.. pull up a chair nxt to the stereo sit down and eat an apple. I want to tell anyone that gives me a weird look to fuck off. I wanna drive a benz to skool n if anyone scratches it ill jump them. I want a hookah in my room. I want a g/f. I wanna call her for no reason and just say hey how r u. i want to to tell her what she means to me. I want to hold hands while walking down the beach during a sunset as beautiful as her. I wanna help homeless people. I want EVERYONE to make a list like this n see how good it feels. I wanna dance for NO reason. I wanna be able to kill myself n then come back to life like in video games. I wanna e "cool". I wanna be social. I wanna be liked by people. I wanna sing in a metal band. I wanna play guitar for a indie/experimental band. I wanna be a memeber of linkin park. I want to read a book a day. I wanna be able to control the weather. I wanna be able to read peoples minds. I wanna be so rich that i can pay bands to come play music at my house. i wanna stop ppl from being sad..i wanna go to Club Ice in Vegas and get Paul Oakenfold and other GREAT DJs to play. i wanna buy alot of expensive things , vases n mirrors and also a bat..n then break all of that stuff i just bought. I wanna go clubbing. I wanna own a club. i wanna walk around like im the shyt. i wanna get away from everyone and everything once in a while. i wanna make great music no ones ever heard. i wanna be self-confident. i wanna act on my thoughts. i wanna be a smart ass. i wanna be able to carry on a conversation on any topic..no matter how stupid....i wanna buy friends n family stuff they need....I WANT FUCKEN FREEDOM ... i wanna be my own person...i dont wanna rely on ANYONE... i wanna dance in the middle of the street holding a hat for people to drop money in. i want to go to beverly hills and stand in front of a supermarket and clean pplz window without them letting me do it. i wanna drink tea with my pinky up. i wanna do the ipod dance. i wanna walk N.E. to class. i wanna send NE 19 dozen red roses for valentines day. i wanna tell the ppl that think there better then everyone else because they have more money that they can kiss my ass . i wanna dress up as a snowman and stand in sumones front yard while its snowing and when ppl walk by i throw snowballs at them and when they look around to see who did it they woukdnt know who it was. i wanna do the stuff i see on trigger happy tv. i wanna glue 35 quarters on top of each other onto a sidelwak and watch pplz reactions. i wanna tie a string to the middle of a doller put it into a vending machine and when its in pull hard so it rips the dollar and i get my soda and the vending machine gets JACK. i wanna walk up to a cop car and offer them weed.
I want alot of things...my day fucken sucked today but for sum reason after i wrote this i felt alot better..i did get a lil carried away tho........
wow.......fucken BS!!!!!!!!!!