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We've already talked about this time. Grandma is really declining. She isn't walking much at all anymore. Her mind is already going a little. She told me not to come. She told everyone not to come but she was adament about me. She said there was no reason to come half way across the world just to see her like that. I called her last night. She kept asking when I'm coming home... coming home home... not just a visit. I reminded her that my job is really taking off here so, I don't know when I'm coming home but i'm guessing June 2009.She asked me to come see her in the spring. I just don't know if she can wait that long. I have a vacation coming up in February. I just don't know if she can make it that long. She weighs about 95 lbs right now...and if you know my Grandma, that's THIN because she's about 5'10. She is severely under weight. I just don't think I can take more time off. I'm gonna ask my boss but I just don't see this happening. I think I should just try for February... I checked flights... I have 5 days... but 40 of those hours are taken by the actual traveling. so... that leaves me with about 2 days with her. What should I do? I'm gonna call my Mom and see what she says. My Grandma just tells me to call more often to chit chat. She said that's good enough. I just don't know if I can sleep at night knowing that I didn't go home to see her one more time.